Michael,
I asked Jorge to send this to you because I have no way of finding you and even if you ever conceaded to temporarily and anonimously ever be found by me, it would never be in the time I have.
I desperately need your aid.
I don´t know you but I know you know me. I have absolutely no intention of getting to know you or interfering where I don´t belong but I´m totally desperate and need someone’s help, and to be honest at this point I have nowhere else to turn except to you. You either seem to be the one that Jorge most trusts or at least you came across, to me, as the one I could “trust” most. I know absolutely nothing although I get the feeling I know much more than I should. I don´t feel he should be punished for what nothing I do know but who am I , right? It´s just that I´ve done everything in my power not to interfere, even unintentionally. And everyone should be entitled to a weak moment. Who hasn´t been waek once? With absolutely no disrespect but haven´t any of you ever, absoluly ever, had a weak moment, independently of the price payed later? What is done is done and I have no intention of getting Jorge into any more trouble than he already has because of me. That´s why I´m asking for help.
YOU know better than I what he has intention of doing and that is simply not an option. I don´t, however, have any notion as to what I can do. I need help. It´s here I plead with you to give me a hand. I will do only what you say and exactly as you instruct. I need never more have any contact with you and if any other contact is needed, this only through Jorge so there is no doubt that my intentions are sincere.
What must I do, how must I do it to help Jorge in this situation in which he is refusing to help himself or let others help?
I will not accept that there is nothing. Absolutly nothing is impossible. You of all people know that better than me. There is always a loophole, a way around anything if you have the know how, the will to do it and the absolutle desire to make it happen. You have the knowhow, I have the desire. We / I HAVE to get this notion of suicide out of his mind. That is what friends are for. What must I do? What is my price? I know I have no notion of anything, that´s why I need you. He refuses help thus refusing any possibility of my getting to know what to do. Would it envolve any Satanic ceremony? I´ve read what I can but have so many doubts so that I don’t skrew things up. Something else? Would what I have to do have implications on my daughter? That is the only possible obstacle and even then depending on how and what.
This may seem absurd but PLEASE help me help him.
In the totally unlikely possibility that you may not know this: I don´t follow Satan, but I´ve never disdained or been less respective, have no idea or have any desire to know which “side” has more whatever, but I do believe that on whichever side if you respect and desire enough anything is possible, even get the two sides to work together if need be.
I´m sure you know, again better than I, that Jorge deserves it and that I can´t do it alone. I can´t even ask for help “on my side” so to speak for fear I´ll make whatever worse , so …again… PLEASE HELP and guide me.
Tesla di Murbox abril 22nd, 2009
10:58
There’s always a chance to change it by yourself, or wouldn’t exist magick. You are stronger then your demons and they attack you when you fall. Try to watch what put you down (what hit you) and get up for a new chance for something. About this book, this is the only i didn’t read yet. But as Ford made so far, the books was a “Sorcery Coockbook” with demons. Or it is diferent?
Michael,
I asked Jorge to send this to you because I have no way of finding you and even if you ever conceaded to temporarily and anonimously ever be found by me, it would never be in the time I have.
I desperately need your aid.
I don´t know you but I know you know me. I have absolutely no intention of getting to know you or interfering where I don´t belong but I´m totally desperate and need someone’s help, and to be honest at this point I have nowhere else to turn except to you. You either seem to be the one that Jorge most trusts or at least you came across, to me, as the one I could “trust” most. I know absolutely nothing although I get the feeling I know much more than I should. I don´t feel he should be punished for what nothing I do know but who am I , right? It´s just that I´ve done everything in my power not to interfere, even unintentionally. And everyone should be entitled to a weak moment. Who hasn´t been waek once? With absolutely no disrespect but haven´t any of you ever, absoluly ever, had a weak moment, independently of the price payed later? What is done is done and I have no intention of getting Jorge into any more trouble than he already has because of me. That´s why I´m asking for help.
YOU know better than I what he has intention of doing and that is simply not an option. I don´t, however, have any notion as to what I can do. I need help. It´s here I plead with you to give me a hand. I will do only what you say and exactly as you instruct. I need never more have any contact with you and if any other contact is needed, this only through Jorge so there is no doubt that my intentions are sincere.
What must I do, how must I do it to help Jorge in this situation in which he is refusing to help himself or let others help?
I will not accept that there is nothing. Absolutly nothing is impossible. You of all people know that better than me. There is always a loophole, a way around anything if you have the know how, the will to do it and the absolutle desire to make it happen. You have the knowhow, I have the desire. We / I HAVE to get this notion of suicide out of his mind. That is what friends are for. What must I do? What is my price? I know I have no notion of anything, that´s why I need you. He refuses help thus refusing any possibility of my getting to know what to do. Would it envolve any Satanic ceremony? I´ve read what I can but have so many doubts so that I don’t skrew things up. Something else? Would what I have to do have implications on my daughter? That is the only possible obstacle and even then depending on how and what.
This may seem absurd but PLEASE help me help him.
In the totally unlikely possibility that you may not know this: I don´t follow Satan, but I´ve never disdained or been less respective, have no idea or have any desire to know which “side” has more whatever, but I do believe that on whichever side if you respect and desire enough anything is possible, even get the two sides to work together if need be.
I´m sure you know, again better than I, that Jorge deserves it and that I can´t do it alone. I can´t even ask for help “on my side” so to speak for fear I´ll make whatever worse , so …again… PLEASE HELP and guide me.
There’s always a chance to change it by yourself, or wouldn’t exist magick. You are stronger then your demons and they attack you when you fall. Try to watch what put you down (what hit you) and get up for a new chance for something. About this book, this is the only i didn’t read yet. But as Ford made so far, the books was a “Sorcery Coockbook” with demons. Or it is diferent?